gone

Gone gone it’s gone,
No longer there,
Nothing left inside,
Feel so empty,
No need to bother anymore.
Was it ever there,
Or did I just imagine it,
Just now realizing,
Just now accepting,
That nothing is there.
Can’t mourn for what never was,
Just an illusion,
Just a dream,
Never meant anything,
Empty of all form.
Wanted so much to believe,
But for what,
For its own sake,
Or does believing make it easier,
To wake up in the mornings?
Whatever the reason,
Whatever was ever the point,
It all just is,
No inherent meaning,
There is no flipn point.
Life begets life,
Nothing more,
Nothing less,
At least for now,
And for eons more.
No meaning,
Nothing but matter,
No mind,
No more nothing,
Until the end of time.