about a girl

you got your pout on
like that means something to me
gonna pretend it don't
not gonna let you know otherwise
why i gotta love you
don't fully know the reason
that smirk you wear
that knowing look
that twinkle in your eye
you are nothing but trouble to me
but its the only kind i want
smell your skin as you walk by
sitting here wishing for a taste
love what you were what you are
gonna love what you become
no ryhme or reason
just the way things are
i hear possible yesterdays echo
some other time or place i was able to show you
but not now not here not today nor tomorrow
life so bittersweet ponder upon it
but that's just that ain't it
so let's pretend i never told you
let's pretend none of this really matters
and i'll sit here pretending right along
that i don't love you don't want you
but the wanting is the sweetest part
so why lose the best part of what we got
i'm that loser that believes in all that shit
so tell your friends and laugh at me
over my back and behind my head
cuz if its not you its always someone
might as well be someone i understand
you the masculine me like i'm the feminine you
but you already know that so i'll shut up
and continue wishing for what never was . . .